Bubbles

Bubbles make everyone happy, right? Grandma Beth came over to 'babysit' me the other day and she brought these great BIG bubbles. Rowen absolutely loved them. It wasn't exactly warm outside but she played out there for a good hour. So...a little birdie told me....the EASTER BUNNY is bringing her bubbles! WooHoo!


So happy!

I am not too sure what she is thinking about here, but something big is going on inside her brain.



I love this kid! She is just the coolest! We have been having some serious trouble with our sleeping though. At night she is great! She will go down around 8pm and sleep til about 7am.
It's the naps! She used to take 2 great naps a day. we would put her in her crib and she would fall asleep by herself. Now I lay down with her in our bed and its not until 12:30pm.!!!! AHHHH......
so she might sleep a couple of hours and then that's it til she goes to bed. By 7 though, she is so grumpy. I feel bad that she is struggling with sleep right now. And I feel like its just gonna get worse with a new baby coming in a couple of weeks.

Speaking of new baby, she seems to be doing well. No new reports. Still growing, still hanging tight in her 'home' but once this shot stops everyone is thinking she's a coming out! I would love to meet her, can't WAIT to meet her...but how did this go by sooooo fast??? Don't i get more time to prepare? The panic attacks have decreased to maybe 3 or 4 a week. and them seem to be decreasing in severity too. I look forward to the day they stop altogether.

The days when its sunny and bright and warm are my favorite. Rowen and I and who ever is babysitting that day are outside soaking up the sun because on days that are overcast, I am not always a pleasant person to be around.

I do have to write about my strong, supportive, wonderful, ice cream fetching husband.....
* He has been a life saver. In every way. He takes such good care of me and of Rowen. He comes home from work every day and picks up where someone else has left off. He never really gets a break or time to really breathe. I wish more people could see what he is going through too. Not so that they would feel bad for him, but so he could have some sort of support group. He needs sounding boards! he is such a good person and sometimes he keeps it all tucked away because he doesn't want to "bother" people. *****oh, how I love that man.

** It must be late or early because I hear the birds! I love love love spring! It makes me so happy inside!